Knowers that I study or listen to include Mary Magdalene, Jesus, Caroline Myss, Jenni Morgan, Deanna Kayyali, Zoie Zeller, Matias De Stefano, David Icke, Jordan Maxwell, Robert Grant, Alan Watts, Nikola Tesla, Gregg Braden, Rudolf Steiner, Richard Rohr, Mark Passio, Carl Jung, Madame Blavatsky, and others. These individuals are a diverse group of truth seekers, not celebrities or ego builders, just simple and grounded people on their spiritual journey.
Books I've studied encompass a range of texts including the New & Old Testament, Zohar, Book of Enoch, Quran, Bhagavad Gita, The Expected One, The Book of Love, The Universal Christ, The Gospel of Mary Magdalene, Pista Sophia, and The Gnostic Gospels. These works contribute to my understanding of reality and the truth.
Incorporating yoga, meditation practices, and mindful reflection into my life is essential. The quest to remember my authentic self is now a foundational aspect of my being. I strive to be present in the space I occupy, mindful of my divine presence and power. Viewing my human activities from a higher perspective helps me integrate my higher knowing's into my daily routine and adventures.
I believe we are all children of the Universe and as such, none have dominion over another. God, Source, the Creator or...is inside each, not external. Looking outside is a distraction fueled by the thick reality we are experiencing in this realm. The "powers that be" use religion as a control mechanism to keep you submissive and ignorant. We are to seek truth from within and allow our intuition to guide our path to BE bold not weak.
The content provided reflects my perspective on the spiritual journey we all embark on. My sole intent is to speak my truth and offer a framework that may help you explore your own truth and potential. I have no interest in making any revenue from this work, I have a day job that provides.
Consider what I say in context and explore the details as you feel guided. We are all unique souls navigating our own reality and one size does not fit all.
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As I have come to Know, I am a unique aspect of the Creator, God, Source conscience or whatever name suits you best. I would be one of these crystals, emanating Light Energy, completely unique incarnating into the sea of vast experiences in galaxies., universes and realities (in the background). I take many forms and find myself here, as human trying to make sense of my existence.
Unique is highlighted for a reason. If you truly think about it, do you know ANYONE who is even close to your uniqueness. Your thoughts, likes, dislikes, strengths, taste's, views.... Nope! We are to celebrate our uniqueness and express that in this reality we call human on earth. We are to also allow for others to express their uniqueness without judgement.
This reality divides us into groups and camps for division and control. In an infinite sea of crystals, do you see any groups? We are to See oneness in all as we all originate from the same source while celebrating our unique spirit.
I am Light. I am a unique aspect of Gods', source, the creators...conscience inhabiting. numerous realms and experiences. I bring my awareness/conscience into this human form. This "human form" is made of energy centers that house my spirit, & my computer brain to decode the energetic field of matter, the material realm, and form my physical experience. My ego, is an aspect of my form that is meant to decode the energy patterns of this experience through my bodies receptors to bring about my senses, feeling, emotions and over time...my thoughts. If through my experiences, I allow, the ego takes on an additional role where it becomes the driving force of my thoughts and resulting actions rather than my spirit. I pile on biases, judgements, perceptions etc that pull my awareness deeper and deeper into this net clouding my divine spirit from its true nature and become a creation of this reality vs being a creative force in this place. I shut out my spirit and disconnect from that guidance and navigation.
What is conscience? It is my awareness and is not a construct or fabricated aspect. No it is me. It is my unique Light being projected into different realms and realities for God, source...to experience through my uniqueness. Why my uniqueness? Source is infinite with infinite unique aspects from which to experience so why not me and my uniqueness? My multi-faceted uniqueness is original and vastly different from any other.
I am on Gia, the host of this earth experience. The planet earth with its inhabitants form a dense energetic field that is a condensed learning school for souls. It is a reality that hosts a lot of traps to ensnare and tether my soul to this material manifestation or as I condense into...the sex, drugs & rock n roll. Earth is a challenging incarnation.
It is the quest of my spirit to be In but not Of this reality. It is a top and bottom of every breath mindfulness to take my surroundings, interactions and happenings into perspective, that perspective of source, into context and not get caught in the energy of this reality. Rather, be mindful of where I am, who I am and why I am at all times.
If i retain the integrity of my full sprit, Light, I remember that it is in my relationships where the lessons, growing and magic manifest.. Relationships with loved ones, mates, other beings, other life, material things, food, nature, my physical and energetic body, on and on. It is NOT about those :physical" things but rather the relationship I allow to align with those physical manifestations
I came here to experience the full range of human emotions through experiences...all guided by my Spirit or higher self if you will through a soul. I incarnated to stretch the band of abundance & lack, love & hate, anger & joy, success & failure, fulfillment & longing etc. All the human emotions, sensations & feelings. I am not to run away from these but rather embrace each as an opportunity to learn and grow.
I incarnated to ascend within the human form through the 7 levels. Those levels are Fear, Guilt, Shame, Lust for Power, Dependency on Form (addictions & dependencies) Attachment to Identity and lastly Separateness from Source. I am here to challenge myself to experience a life in this dense reality and to rise above the noise, distractions and the 7 levels so that I can be my full Spirit in this incarnation.
it is through service to self and others that I align with my true spirit and am able to ascend through the 7 levels of humanness. It is through service that I retain my FULL Light beingness and am able to create vs being created in this form.
" The earth is in bloom, the y sky is in bloom. Each and every heart has its blossom...the soul is illumine." Ajeet
Jesus & Mary Magdlene are majestic, enlightened incarnate Masters who came to teach us how to ascend within the physical form. They were married and had 2 children together. The word Chris means God in action. Jesus Christ and Mary Magdlene Christ were incarnate God in action and challenge each here with a soul to be their Christ like Light. God in action through their uniqueness.,
This is the real Lords Prayer as prayed by Jesus. The current prayer as modified by the religious controllers was meant to conceal truth. I think you will agree, the real Lord's prayer offers much truth and enlightenment regarding this reality and our energetic form:
- Oh thou from whom the breath of life comes, who fills all realms' of sound, light & vibration, may your light be experienced in my upmost holiness.
- Your will comes true in the universe just as on earth.
- Give us wisdom for our daily needs.
- Detach the fetters of faults that bind us like we let go of the guilt of others.
- Let us not be lost ins superficial things that keep us from our true path and purpose.
- From you comes the all working will, the lively strength to act and the song that renews and beautifies from age to age.
- Sealed in trust, faith & truth
A bit more empowering don't you think?
Ever wonder why things are the way they are here on Gaia? The great Aeon, Sophia the Divine Feminine, created our reality in her exuberance but lacking her counter, the Divine Masculine. As a result, we are experiencing a reality that is completely out of balance and heavy handed ruled by unbalanced masculine power.
The Divine Feminine is the womb of creation with the supporting energy provided by the Divine Masculine. The role of the masculine is to provide support & structure for the feminine to spread her wings. The Divine Feminine is the creation, nurturing and wisdom of all. The Divine Masculine is the seed of potential. I think you would agree that we experience just the opposite.
Some would see this as male weakness, being submissive to the female. The male is not submissive at all, rather empowered by the creative force and direction of the female who is guided by nurturing and wisdom. A Divine Male SEES the truth.
" Your hand in my hand, my heart after you, through your Love now I become you" Snatam Kaur
The idea that we humans feel like we are advancing wearing virtual reality goggles is like placing square wheels on your car. We are experiencing THE MOST sophisticated & magical virtual reality being as human.
Quantum mechanics validates that what we believe is matter is 99.999% space or energy if you will. Meson & Bosan energy is the key.
Our reality is simple, yet the combinations are complex. Our computer brain with all of the body's receptors decode patterns, platonic shapes, number sequences, light, energy, vibration, frequency & sound to yield "matter" or the material world. Let's see a set of goggles do that!
This brings us the energetic healing. True healing through Reiki, sound, vibration and all forms of energy work should be our go to for all of our ailments. We are energic beings and using a pill to "cure" is identical to putting on a set of VR goggles. Western "medicine" is meant to mask symptoms and bring temporary relief, so you become a regular consumer of their products.
Matter is the energetic fingerprint of my earthly experience.
Time and space are constructs that allow for experiences and the corresponding learning and lessons. Think about it for a moment. if neither existed, how would we learn or grow? I do something stupid, or harm another or....time passes, consequences develop, I'm impacted by those consequences, I have and experience and decide to learn and grow from that or not.
The illusion of time "creates" two limitations in our earthly human experience. The first is it gives us the falseness of a past and keeps us locked up on that past. Our memories and associated emotions greatly impact our ability to be present and available and be the creative force in our reality. It colors and clouds our "thinking" and greatly limits our true creative nature. The second, this matrix uses the illusion of time to keep us always looking forward to and always planning for the future. I know MANY who are so locked up in planning for a "comfortable" retirement that they miss so much along the way. They reach that retirement with an aged and debilitated form with all their "wants" that provide little relief. Now, this does not mean that you ignore planning for the future, no, just be appropriately mindful of needs vs wants. We are here to "collect" experiences and memories, not stuff. The matrix has most pinned to stuff and the illusion that it brings comfort. I bet few on their death bead hoped they had collected more stuff.
The idea that we humans feel like we are advancing wearing virtual reality goggles is like placing square wheels on your car. We are experiencing THE MOST sophisticated & magical virtual reality being as human.
Quantum mechanics validates that what we believe is matter is 99.999% space or energy if you will. Meason & Bosan energy is the key.
Our reality is simple yet the combinations are complex. Our computer brain with all of the bodies receptors decode patterns, platonic shapes, number sequences, energy, vibration, frequency & sound to yield "matter" or the material world. Lets see a set of goggles do that!
This brings us the energetic healing. True healing through Reiki, sound, vibration and all forms of energy work should be our go to for all of our ailments. We are energic beings and using a pill to "cure" is identical to putting on a set of VR goggles. Western "medicine" is meant to mask symptoms and bring temporary relief, so you become a regular consumer of their products.
The idea that we humans feel like we are advancing wearing virtual reality goggles is like placing square wheels on your car. We are experiencing THE MOST sophisticated & magical virtual reality being as human.
Quantum mechanics validates that what we believe is matter is 99.999% space or energy if you will. Meason & Bosan energy is the key.
Our reality is simple yet the combinations are complex. Our computer brain with all of the bodies receptors decode patterns, platonic shapes, number sequences, energy, vibration, frequency & sound to yield "matter" or the material world. Lets see a set of goggles do that!
This brings us the energetic healing. True healing through Reiki, sound, vibration and all forms of energy work should be our go to for all of our ailments. We are energic beings and using a pill to "cure" is identical to putting on a set of VR goggles. Western "medicine" is meant to mask symptoms and bring temporary relief, so you become a regular consumer of their products.
The nonbiased & non contaminated nature is a very powerful and true teacher. There is no ego or judgement involved, just unbridled truth. I do have a few humans in my tribe that I fully trust, and I take their guidance and input to heart. With nature, I am fully trusting as there are not egos to drive their interaction. I learn more from Mak the wonder canine on how to live and be fully present as that is all she knows.
Lets change the tide of tradition. Let us focus on our growth rather than decay. Be your own "church" if you will. Weekly, daily, hourly, remind yourself of a recent situation or instance where you were connected to your higher self/spirit and that direct connection fueled your ability to be in a higher service to self or others.
When you are of your full light, your wattage is amplified by the power of 22. Bring a few together to share their stories and that power is more amplified. Let's learn from one another on how to be better at being human and bring teachings to the human community. Let us build rather than judge. Let us learn rather than lecture. Let us BE rather than not!
We are to celebrate our naked beingness. We can only truly work the magic of this reality sober. Being whole brings contentment.




A series of videos in the link below. They are placed in a recommended order as they build on one another—at least I believe they do. Click the link below or scan the QR code above.
0 to WTF, How Life Works - YouTube
- Intro
- Who am I
- What am I
- Why am I
- Me First: mind, body & spirit
- Where are we and how we got here
- Birds on a Wire, ONE or 9 billion
- Make-up of the Energetic Matrix
- The Merkaba
- The Divine Feminine & Masculine
- BEing...living simply and deeper
A host of shorts:
- There is no good nor bad
- Truth
- Music, not what you thought
- Honey over money
- Character
- Mind in concert with matter not over
- Discipline
- The original Lord's Prayer....what?
- School janitor
- Cannot not do the right thing
- Call my own BS
- If you choose...you loose
- Knowledge & information should be free
- Vibration & frequency are not the same
- Take control of your health
- The true Holidays
- Turn them off
- Negative energy is a marketable commodity
- Missing the Divine Feminine

A transformative cannabis ceremony held in my sacred mini home space in Golden, CO. This spiritual journey lasts roughly 4 hours and can be extended overnight for those traveling from out of town.
To prepare, participants must refrain from using cannabis for at least 60 days and fast for 24 hours prior. The purer your form, the greater the potential for insights into reality.
I cultivate the cannabis mindfully outdoors, following the full natural plant cycle and using only organic fertilizer and structured water. This process is all about intention, and this cannabis was grown with the purpose to heal and help participants gain the eyes to see and ears to hear their truth.
It is the individual's responsibility to integrate the teachings, insights, and remembrances gained from the ceremony into their lives for lasting change. I am here to assist with that effort, but I cannot substitute for your energy to instill true change.
I no longer participate in the plant medicine and am fully available for your journey.
Reach out for further details.

I am trained in both Usui & Karuna Reiki, with training and attunement by Deanna Kayyali and Jenni Morgan. Reiki is primarily utilized during the cannabis ceremony to help clear and restore energy, playing a supportive role in meditation practices, but it is not offered as an ongoing practice.
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